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09:24 am: Long Lost Friends
Damn, it has been a long time since I posted. Sounds like my last confession doesn't it. Shout out to all my Vegas friends AND those who have moved from there.

I am in countdown mode to the season finale of CSI and loving it. Can't wait to see William Petersen act his ass off. If he is given the right script, I know he will do well.

Lori?...Nice to know my butt print still exists.

04:30 pm: Providence Trip
It is not that I haven't finished posting this. It's just...this is all there is to say. The rest will forever live in my mind.

Now I've had the time of my life
No I never felt like this before
Yes I swear it's the truth
and I owe it all to you

Tags: providence

11:29 pm: Been a Long time...
Wow, it has been forever since I posted. Well, seems like forever.

I had a good friend lose a member of their family a couple of days ago and I guess it has made me think of her (and my own family) a lot. I'm not sure how to reach out to her because I really haven't lost anyone in my family (yet). My parents are both living and I was too young to understand what was going on when my grandfather passed away. Back then, my Dad gave me a snickers bar and told me PaPa passed away, then sent me out to the backyard to play.

I guess my biggest fear I have to overcome is what to say to her when I chat with her. I mean, words like, "how's it going" just don't seem to be fitting. Then, I feel like if I ask her, "are you doing ok?", then I am being insensitive cause of course she's not doing ok. So I am back to, where do I start? I guess it is not the death that is the problem, it is the "life after the death". I mean, those that are left behind.

I suppose I need to just get my head out of my ass and IM her. Tell her that I am thinking of her right now and I am truly sorry about her family member passing. For those of you that know me, it is probably shocking that "I" don't know what to say, but this subject scares me. Not the death part, just the part of how to openly talk to those who are hurting.

Maybe I can try to just say Hi or something. Or tell her that I am here if she needs to talk, or just....I don't know. But I do think of her and her family a lot right now.

09:00 pm: Loved the CSI Marathon
Spent all day fixing up the room over the garage. Went out and bought theater seating, a bar and some bar stools. (Cool bar BTW..it has the claw feet on it and a marble top). Anyway, I'm on the lookout for a new projection tv. Not the standing kind, but a real projector that you hang from the ceiling cause I have a great big blank wall.

Anyways,, was watching Spike all day while fixing up the room. Should get the furniture delivered Wednesday, stock the bar by Thursday and be drunk Friday night.

I would call this a GREAT LABOR DAY.

11:29 pm: I should be sleeping
Why do I drink coffee at night? Good question. I gotta play in a tournament tomorrow and I should be sleeping. Shot of Jack anyone? I just learned the new John Mayer song (the one in the promo) on the guitar and if I don't say so myself (no-one else can) I do it pretty good. Oh hell, now my fingers hurt.

I really miss the bar at the Casbar Suite. I miss Dara, Les, Anni, Lori and all my drinking buddies. it's funny how drinking can make buddies out of people. If I had it all to do over again, I would have stayed at the bar some more and drank more (and forced others to stay with me and drink). 4 days wasn't enough. I think I could make a life out of living in a suite and drinking. Is that a job? Is there a position out there that allows someone to stand around and drink? If so, does it pay well? No less than $100,000 right Les? no less.

For all my buddies out there, I miss the hell out of you. I wish I could have met slm4gsr. I guess I am depressed tonight. Screw it. I'm off to bed.

09:46 pm: Sick and Tired
I know all I do is BITCH BITCH BITCH, but shit...I hate laundry. They sould make disposable clothing like they do dishware. "Yeah, what brand are those jeans?".."Oh they are made by Rubbermaid". "I found a real good deal on bra's from Reynolds Wrap but couldn't get throught the scanner at the airport".

Where do all the f**king "reds" come from?

11:27 pm: Drunken Night
Ohh..shit...I had no-one to keep me from falling off of the cooler!! Drinking LARGE amounts of alcohol tonight. Started out with 1 shot of Jack Daniels, then went on to Crown, then a shot of Seagrams VO, then moved on to Capt. Morgan Rum. (the good shit). Uggg...head spinning, got to get a grip and get ready to play golf tomorrow. Ugh...

10:24 pm: Newest CBS Promo
This SUCKS! CBS showed a new promo for CSI tonight just before Big Brother aired and I MISSED IT!. I thought for sure that "they" would show it again during the re-run of Gum Drops but NOOOOOOOO...they didn't show it again.

06:52 pm: Another 24 hours
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Our ship is CANON

06:48 pm: Waiting Patiently
Waiting on Vegas Pals. Report in...Report in!!!